I'm sick of being seen as such a good friend to the girls I fall for! How do I always end up being the friend. It fucking kills me every time! Been talking to someone for the past week, every day we'd talk and have a laugh and we were planning to go out to see a movie. Earlier today she tells me she wants to see me but only as friends. It's the worst feeling and it happens way too often. I really do want to just not care. To not feel or fall for someone any more. It's not worth it! Why even try any more? I'd rather never feel anything than keep getting hurt.
I'm just so bored of being single. I want to know someone is there with me, wants to be with me. I hate coming home to an empty house, waking up alone. Having no one to talk to.
Fuck everything. I'm over it all! Come get me when someone likes me!