I am in love with my boyfriend but I like to look at porn and rub myself to the video clips of naked women. They make me so hot sometimes I think of women to get off with my boyfriend. And I like to masturbate in semi public places, like dressing rooms and in front of my window. I want someone to take pornographic pictures of me. I have a really hot body and know that guys get off thinking of me anyway. It makes me feel powerful and helpless. I used to let guys take advantage of me and dress sexy and dance provocatively with men and women. I've let mutiple random guys finger me on a dance floor and take me to their car for more. I've taken guys I dont know to my apartment just for a good rough fuck. I regret not calling a girl who offered me hot action. I wish I could have felt her tongue deep in my pussy. Sometimes I miss being a sex object. I dont want my boyfriend to know but I'm not sure it will go away.