I thought me and this guy who was also hanging out with us were fooling around, but he turns around on me, starts beating me up, then starts to say how mean I've been to him, and how much bulls**t he goes through. I get bullied everyday of my life, my mom is sick and I can't stop thinking about how close I think she is to dying, I'm constantly oppressed by everyone because I somehow have gained a reputation in which I have to reach for the highest possible standard of work possible. I'm tired of the stress. What the hell do I get for all of the pain I've went through? There's not a day where I can escape from this stress, and I can't help but feel that it will always follow me. My future is looking pretty dim right now.